I don't know....

I try to close my eyes but I just can't close it. I don't know why I can't close

my eyes.. My mind keep on thinking and think all the stuff that I wanna to do.

I also keep on thinking about my past. 

To be truth, you might see me strong and tough from the outside but

from the inside I'm weak and emotional.

Last few days, I just broke up and I'm sad about it. I wish both of us

can stay in the relationship and hold it for long time.

I want and need someone to be always closed to me.

I want someone to care about me.

I want someone to comfort and be there when I need them.

I need someone that trust me and willing to share their problem with me.

I love to joke sometime people will get piss because of me. 

I'm sorry again if I hurt you. I'm sorry for making those lame jokes.

I'm sorry become a jerk.

I love you but this is the only story that we can write together.

I will keep this as my memory.

You win my heart and now I have to let you go.

It's hard for me to let you go but I think I'm not the guy that suite for you.

I wish you found someone that better then me and can make you happy.

I'm very sorry I can't FULFILL my promise.

HATE ME if you want to because this is what I deserve for making you scared, unhappy, and making you sad.