I'm very disappointed !!

I never thought this will coming into my relationship. 

When people questioning about my LOVE it's like

doubting me. So now. What should I do. I feel like being stun by this matter.

I'm very tired and lazy to think. 

I wonder why you didn't tell me earlier about this matter.

Why don't you tell me that you hate that jokes when I say it out ?

Perhaps this is my fault. I been keep on thinking and thinking.

DON'T MAKE ME MAKE a WRONG DECISION !

I'm just a normal guy that do mistake. You can't expect me to be perfect.

If you looking someone that perfect and suite you the most.

I'm sorry I'm not a perfect person. 

I don't care about people say about me nor your friend say about me !

What I care is what you think. 

I been trying and keep on trying to save this relationship.

You never know that my tears drop because of you. 

When I say I LOVE you I really mean it. 

But if you doubt about it. I can't do anything about it.

I think I'm the one who always think about our relationship.

Prove me that I'm wrong. I can't handle this stress anymore.

Please help me. I got tons of assignment which I have to do and submit by this week.

I can divide my time just for you but can you do the same?

I WOULD TO ASK YOU. DO YOU STILL LOVE ME ?

Should I or Should Not?

I been thinking about this matter again and again. 

I'm tired of thinking. I don't know. How about you help me decide for me?

Can ya? My heart and my head is super confuse. 

Should I let it be ? I'm super confuse. 

Why I think on the harder side? I made a promise to myself

but should I break the promise for my happiness?

Hmm.. I think I should decide it and make both side happy and

take their own way because of us have bright future.

Okay.. Let me think. Give me few day to cool down.

Sorry to think like this but it's not your fault.

You can put the blame on me. 

I will think about this deeply and tell you the answer.

I might be hurt but if for your sake of happiness I will let you go.

Should I or Should Not? 

Bla bla bla blaaaa...

I really need some LOVE now. I need it desperately. I wanna hug someone right now

but I CANT because there someone else in my heart.

I'm afraid I'm just not perfect enough for her but I'm trying my best

for her. All I want is trust and believe on me. I want to help her but

I can't. How I wish I can help her but too bad I can't even understand

her problem nor trying helping her to solve the problem.

If I did something wrong please tell me so I can change it

You the one that I have.. I commit on it but I'm afraid being hurt by the one I love.

But I'm used to it and able to face the fact. Thanks to the history and I been able to face

this matter. 

About my studies, I have problem in doing my assignment. Garhhh... too much pressure

on me. 3 works to submit in 1 week but I'm trying my best to solve my problem.

Please don't put any pressure on me. I can't handle too much 

pressure on 1 time.

I want my game life but luckily I have housemate that can follow my flow

DOTA, Counter-Strike, Online Game. ROAR !!

GOD hear my prayer.

To heavenly father in heaven,  

Please guide me and help me to face this problem.

Please bless my life, family and my friends. 

In the name of Jesus Christ

AMEN !

Heart , Dream and Picture.

It's been a while I didn't update my blog. Ohh.. It's not a while but it's 

been for 3 month from the last post. I'm so sorry because didn't update my blog. =] and 

here the newest update on my life. =]

HEART

I don't know why I feel my heart is getting far and far from me.

Did it mean something ? Or I'm just being paranoid ? 

Don't know. I feel so blur right now~

It's almost for 3 month and feel happy for it but too bad

we are separate from each other for a while because 

holiday is over and I had to come back to college.

DREAM 

I want to finish my studies in college and start working. (I think so).

PICTURE

After log on into my facebook. HER picture pop out. I miss her smile and

laugh. How I wish I can keep the smile but it just cant because

you just don't belong to me. But I'm grateful I have someone that have

nice , cute , gorgeous and so on girl friend.

I Love you always Eva Edward. =] 

Holiday Picture

- Picture -

Photographer : Joel Ewel

Place : Sutra Mas, Puchong.

Camera Brand : DSLR Nikon 

History

I will not repeat my past mistake and make that ruin my life again.

Appreciate thing that in front me before I don't have the chance again in future.

Overcome the situation and become a better person.

Experience keep coming to my life and I always learn from it.

Neither bad or good but lot's from it is from the good side. ( Happy for it )

I'm so grateful being bless with lot's of joy in life.

Life should be live to the fullest and enjoy while you can. =]

I'm grateful because been bless in my life from the start I been born until now.

Pray

My Fathers in heaven, here by I wish that my trip to my hometown is safe and

thank you for blessing me for giving me a good health.

Here, I'm also pray for my family, my dear, bestie, and friends for their health. 

My Father in heaven, I wish for Your guide to face the temptation of Satan

I pray in the name of Jesus Christ.

AMEN

My wishlist on my holiday

- Meet My Family.

- Meet My Dear.

- Meet My Bestie. 

- Meet My Friends.

- Go to Church

- Having a good time on Christmas / Birthday

- Repent on my sin. 

- WE ONLY GOT 1 LIFE, SO LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST -

Dream and World

It's not wrong to be on your world or amaze with your own world.

You are happy but in your world there some piece are missing

but you haven't realizes about it. The missing piece is going to guide you

and show you the path. 

We are still young, you got your world and I also got my world which 

is not the same. I got a dream to achieve and so do you but with or without the

missing piece you still can achieve your dream. It's your call to find the missing piece but the question 

is, the missing piece is already in front you but will you take it or just leave it there?

The missing piece is there and waiting for you to pick it up and wish you to complete your puzzle that

you been wondering  about. 

Understanding you is part of the challenge, I do learn and keep to understanding

about you. Thank you for try to understanding me but it's not I didn't try to

understand your world. That why I'm giving you time. Think about how do

we decrease the gap between us.

-  Your World and My World  -

BECOME ONE or TWO